When you are expecting a child, you dream of all the things they will experience as they grow.
All the milestones, first steps, first words, first birthday. You think about what their personality will be like, their first day of school.
You know as a parent there will be ups and downs, laughter and tears, fights and making up. But never do you imagine that even during the worst of times, you will find yourself being the mother of children with an addiction.